Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Something Useful


Hey guess what? I've found something that I learned in school that I've actually found useful for outside purpouses! It's called a brain dump and I'm pleased to bring it to your attencion.
It is what it sounds like- a simple spilling of whatevers in your head. You can do it on a cretain topic or just the first things that pop into your head. You can list of write sentences or doodle or rant. Just go. 
My teaches taught me this to help with essay topics in english (once) and essay questions in history (repeatedly). The reasoning of my english teacher was to find out what you care about enough to write about, and the rational os the history department was that if you wrote down everything you could think of about a question than chances are that something will be correct so they can give you credit on the test.
I personally use it for writing talks and creative writing, and thus have altered the technique a little bit (hence the doodles and listing). I love doinf this because when I just have ideas spinning in no useful order for a story or talk I can jjuat spit them out as they come and worry about deciphering them later and making them fit. My head is usually so full of random ideas or details about whatever I'm doing that I have to get it all out before I can actually think. So I ramble on a scrap page or the margins of a given outline, or open a clean page in my notebook, and go for it. Oddly enough it works- so I am greatful to my teachers for introducing the idea.
Point of this drabble? Tip from the writer's shop: keep the brain dump on file. Whenever you need to organize, inspire, or brainstorm, have at it and see if it helps. At the very least it may get rid of your writer's block and give you a good idea or phrase to work with.
ENJOY!

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Let's Have Dinner

Heartbeat- the Fray

It's summer and I realize I haven't posted in a long time, but I also realize that no one actually reads this blog so I'm not quite so worried about that.
I've been either busy or sick or both so far this summer and I have a ton of stuff I need to do for school and I need a job and whatever.

The title tonight came from Sherlock on BBC again- "I'm sad tonight, let's have dinner." That's where I'm at right now. Just sad tonight. I'm stressed and sick and facing down the rest of my life, and it all makes me sad. It probably doesn't help that I've been on a lowered dose of my meds the last couple days since my bottle of pills ended up in my brother's room and no one noticed the switch until last night after I was in bed.

So yeah, I'm sad tonight, let's have dinner. Seriously. We can get a bad pizza or something and just sit and be quiet and everything will go away for a little while so that we have our own corner of the world.

If the world I imagine was real than tonight I would build a fire and call up a friend and he would put an arm around my shoulders and we would sit and enjoy each other's company, maybe call for takeout eventually and tell stupid stories. It's not a complex fantasy, just one that feels out of reach right now because everyone wants an explanation when you call and only one friend understands the existing thing and another the huggy thing and I am incapable of morphing them together at this point in time. Chances are if I did they would actually become a chatty no-contact person and I would be sitting there thinking "well that's not at all helpful".